We all know that when driving thorugh a tunnel, everyone needs to be careful of bumping against each other because of the narrow lane. When putting the "tunnel" word into our daily lives, it's also quite at stake that tunnel vision can result in a catastrophic life, especially you have no idea it's you that have a tunnel vision.
I did learn a lesson from some of my friends. By observing their moves and acts as an outsider, I found that having a tunnel vision dragged me into a black hole showering me with sadness and disappointment. However, I, fortunately, woke up in time and climed out from that black hole and also left the tunnel to see there was still a wonderful world waing for me to experience.
Trying to figure out the choas, I finally find out where the problems lie. I just put a wrong emphasis on the wrong part of my life. When amplifying what I lack the most, I definitely am trying to kill myself. Frustration should be erased instead of being embedded. Several weeks ago, those annoying problems were getting too serious for me to overcome. But now, everytime I look back on that, it's just kind of stupid.
I don't know if I truly find the right way to look at the certain sadness, but I do, at least, know how to take a detour to appreciate the sunshine behind those heavy dark clouds. At times, people have nightmares which we can't avoid facing. We just need to be waken whether by others or by ourselves. Interestingly, we are usually waken up by a wrong-set alarm or a blowing bladder. Funny is that nightmare, finally, ends to nothing. And it's always the smallest and trivial thing that saves us.
