World is blue, I can be a smiley though.

A line of the F words probably will not make any impact on someone, especially strangers, but an eye contact or even just a little move will break someone's heart, especially BFF or close friends. I'm the one that easily think too far away about something trivial or worthless. Most of the time, I observe, analyze and read how people act. It works! I must say. Doing something in advance or offering help afterwards according to my observations both make me a better person. But then, I realize that it's not always as good as it is. The more you consider, the more you have to shoulder. Most humans are not difficult (at least not that difficult as some kind of serious pessimist.) We talk, eat and walk by instinct. There is no way to try to model behavior. (I'm not even a social economist.) I find that letting the nature take its course is the best way to deal with relationships, friendships included.

So why that complicated? I told myself that even dogs sometimes are awesome social experts. They don't talk, but they know how to be true. We talk, so we know how to cheat. Anyway, all I want to say is that I just want to let my mind go easy. Without those complex thoughts, I wish I could be a ... um ... a smiley. :)