Out-of-this-world Experience

As most of American put it when bumping into a situation shocking enough to make them speechless, they yell out, "Oh my god." Oh my god! Oh mein Gott! Where am I? Can anyone out there understand everything can change overnight? Like the world upside down? Have anyone had the experience that haunts your mind or uses up your words to explain like I have?

At that moment, I felt a little bit upset, a little bit easy, a little bit weird, a little bit untrue. Even though I was still rational enough to speak, my mind was all stuck and the air was actually suffocating. What I have always been scared of suddenly happened without any precaution. However, after that, I started to doubt myself whether or not this was the situation that I was frightened the most, since somehow I felt easy and comfortable in front of you. The most difficult question for me unbelievably solved the most embarrassing status just right after your confession. I was the up in the air. Well, the story was up in the air. The music we love was put on. We sang, we chatted. I thought it was almost gonna be the plan. The plan I was maybe dreaming about and strangely afraid of. The plan I couldn't plan to have a definitely happy ending. But it all suddenly ended in a way that I've never imagined. I can tell how brave you were when you were saying that and that just makes me realize you trust me. I slept for more than 11 hours the day after that night which was quite unusual for me. I guess my mind needed to take a rest to figure out where I am and what the status quo is. Now I definitely, or maybe, sort of understand why I take it as a happy ending instead of a depressing story which I expected I would.

Four-word letters are categorized as parental guidance. And there is another four-word letter which human beings pray for and struggle with for centuries. It can be easy, complicated, happy, sad, red, blue, chocolate or anything. But I think the trust you have in me is much better than that. Freundschaft is a longer word, but I believe it's much easier to learn and practice.

We don't even get it started yet, and we'll never. All those frustration, depression and downfall are easily skipped.

Do you believe falling in love with oneself is actually possible and true? I set an example. And I made it romantic. Ha, well, I believe I did. But this is far different from narcissus!

Salute! Toast to me, toast to you, toatst to the lesson you gave me.