20 minutes passed, I was juat starting to read the first question on the test paper. Everybody had finished the first section already, and my mind was actually overwhelmed by fear and dreads. My palms were sweaty, knees were weak, and arms were heavy. All that I was afraid the most was I couldn't hang out the paper in time. What if I got a horrible score?! What if I couldn't pass the exam?! My minds went blank and my writing went crippled."What the...?!" I yelled. Thanks god, I just still laid down on my bed, but my pillow got drenched by sweat. It was 10:48 in the morning. I was supposed to get up at 8'o clock. But, then, it's obvious that after the alarm rang, after the clock was hit by my click, the nightmare began to take place in my dreamland.
It's kind of ridiculous and hilarious that I would have this kind of dream. The situation that happened in my nightmare was exactly the college entrance exam, which was already a year ago. And now, maybe a little affected by the anual exam news, it feels like I'm going back to the moment again, back to experience the whole real nightmare one more time. You can tell that the bad memory is really hard to be erased. As a matter of fact, it was deeply planted at the bottom of my heart. Oh! god, I wish this dream could be once and for all.
The weird thing is that I did do the writing (Eng. composition). And I still remember what I wrote on that virtual test paper. The title was "The best travel experience that you've ever had." I wrote down a trip that I took to the eastern part of Taiwan. Every scence of the exam process is still vivid to me, and this is why I'm indeed shocked this morning.
"You what?!" my mom said, after I described the whole thing. "I don't know. It was crazy I think " I replied.
Yes, I was crazy.
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